Trust in the Unkown
Last night I was giving my Intro1 Improv class their end-of-term evaluations. I both love and loathe evaluation day. I loathe it because it is so time & energy consuming - and for the teachers, it's not as actively "fun" as a usual class. BUT... I love it because we get to talk about the work, how it impacts us and what it means to us.
In one of the evaluations, we started discussing the idea of being vulnerable. Now, this is INTRO 1 - improvisers first 8 weeks of improv instruction. This is when the nuts and bolts of Yes Anding, Listening, and breaking through our internal editors. It's rare that we get too deep into a vulnerability discussion. However, this discussion got me thinking and inspired me in a new way.
Twenty or so years of improvising and teaching and here we are... yet another Intro 1 class turns on a lightbulb. That alone is enough for a note of inspiration.
When you're improvising, you have to put a good amount of trust in your scene partner... that they will have your back, they won't deny the reality you've created and they will support you and your decisions on stage. As we were talking through that it occurred to me that as improvisers we are also putting a tremendous amount of trust in the UNKNOWN.
This puts new improvisers, and I'd say seasoned ones too, in a place of vulnerability. We don't know what is going to happen next. But here we are, together in this place, supporting each other and taking a step into that unknown to see what will happen.
This might be an underlying reason so many people have a tremendous fear of improvising. We don't really know what's going to happen. You have to trust in the unknown and find out.
This idea plays out in our lives, our relationships, and our work as well.
We have projects, and opportunities, and work that may or may not have a clear outcome... or we know what we want the outcome to be, but the path isn't so clear. We have to trust in the unknown all the time.
In improv, we have our scene partners to help us find the way together.
In our work, we have our colleagues, in relationships our friends and spouses, and of course we have ourselves. And while it feels trite... to survive the unknown, we have to put a lot of trust in ourselves as well.